I just feel like crying today.
Probably cause I am pregnant and I am tired of the pain. When I was pregnant with Xander, I couldn't eat anything.
This time, if I am not eating every 2 hours, I feel sick, but I hate eating. Nothing seems good. So I cry trying to think of something to eat so I won't be in pain.
I need to get out and try and make friends, but have no motivation to do so. I wake up at 6am-Work for American Envoy until about 12pm and after that I have little motivation to do anything.
I did put on make up today.
I am obsessed with Toys. Like I worry about Xander losing pieces, so I am constantly organizing and counting to make sure he has all his trains, cars and legos. Is that weird?
Jeremy is doing well in school. I just feel like it is never going to end. But we do only have hopefully only 4 semester left after this. But is it ever going to end....
I need to get back to doing my story blog. I was having fun with that.....Then maybe I won't feel like crying anymore.
4 comments:
Did you read Karen's blog about crying? maybe it's in the air. When Brandon was getting his masters it was the hardest time in our marriage. But I'm here to say that it does end and is a test in patience. Your going through major changes all at once under a lot of stress. Have a good cry and let it all out~
I'm sorry things are so hard right now! It will get better, one day at a time, ok?
You might be having a girl. I was so sick with all my girls and hardly at all with Tanner. It sure is hard though. I can still remember how horrible I felt.
So is it weird that you are counting Xander's toys? Not really if they were expensive and you like to keep track of them. It is a good thing to want to take care of stuff.
And just have yourself a good cry. You are experiencing a lot of changes right now. But, I know you will make it through.
Love you so much!!
Your big sister.
Cry it out, then watch Wipeout and laugh your guts out. It works for me. I cry all of the time, and I'm not pregnant. Atleast you have your Mom close by, right! :)
I agree with Amie. When Jeremy was getting his masters, and we had 2 kids it was really hard on us. I was working full time, too. You'll get through and it will end. Just a trial.
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