Someday I will be a grown up. I feel like I am waiting for that someday for a long time. Sometimes I feel like my life is like a treadmill. I am running and running and working hard and staying in the same place, going nowhere.
We have made the decision to rent our house and move in with My Mom and Dad for a couple of years so Jeremy can get his Bachelors Degree and hopefully get a better Job that will provide a little bit easier life for us.
I really wish it didn't have to be this way. I could go get a job and teach, and then could we stay? Maybe, maybe not because then I would still have to pay for Day Care and Jeremy still has to work and go to school. So we really would not be making that much more money.
We could stop paying Child Support at 1,000 dollars a month and get sued by her and her lawyer and Jeremy then would have to go to Jail. So that would not work as well.
Jeremy could quit school and work two jobs, so we could stay in our house, and then I would never see him for the next 10 years.
So I guess we are moving in with Jim and Jannet. Thank goodness they are nice enough to let us move in. We still haven't found renters yet. Just people looking, some that want to rent, but we don't want to rent. It is a frustrating situation and I really can't wait until the two years are over with and hopefully Heavenly Father will bless Jeremy to find a good job and then maybe just maybe....
I will feel like a grown-up.
2 comments:
Hi! I just read everything. I haven't been here in awhile. I think I stopped reading everyones blogs a few months ago. I read clear back to Halloween! I am so glad the wedding is over. I love your pictures. Is that all you have? Can you burn them and send me a cd if there is a lot? I will have to call you and chat about the renting idea. I didn't know you were thinking about that. Maybe something else is supposed to work out and that is why you are not renting. who knows?
Anyway, so glad you came to the wedding and everything else. I loved having everyone there! It made it such a wonderful day.
xxxooo-tiff
Sometimes being grown up means making tuff decisions for the long term good. And I never feel like this is our forever home so it makes me feel as though we're not grown up and settled either. So your not alone LOL
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